Really, talks about boys, it's never end
I have a lot of "experience" bad and nice about them
Yeah i know, people sure have problems when it get to their relationships, boys or girls
Books like "Man from Mars, Woman from Venus" makes me wonder, how could it be so complicated?
But i don't know how could it be like that until i was in senior high school
let's say i have a best friend, a really close one since the first year, we have a lot time together, and have such a common, we pass the first year together nicely, the next year, we separated only by one class, she's (my friend) in the next door class, she suddenly attract to boy in my class. The next thing i know is i helped them and happy for them. But, as we all know, relationships sometimes doesn't end well, so my best friend with my classmates didn't end well, the drama begin. It's really a traumatic experience, i'm scared by them, and i don't really like to trapped in those condition again. Condition where i'm the one who has the fault to the end of their relation, who should be blamed to their fight, and many more, the condition when i'm the "evil" to them, much worst the person i like, trust the story. I remembered precisely how i felt that moment. For the further worst, my best friends now grow further apart, not like then, i lost my best friend for merely a relationship with boys
is it worth it?because until now, i'm still missing my best friend, waiting and wondering if we ever be the same as we used to be, 2-3 years ago.
Now, i'm in 2nd year in college, people ask why i'm still single and so on, and so on
They think i'm not into it yet, they never know, because i'm keeping the story myself
I'm just a normal girl, who has crushes, and experience many heartbroken
Regret? a lot, why? because i never had a chance to show it to someone i like
But, it's not always about boys life is, so i want to live it slowly, and i hope finally there's someone, maybe, to accompany the rest of my life