Mom and technology (Part 1)

One usual day, my mom and me, sitting on the car, waiting for my lil sis from her school
Get bored, i guess, my mom decide to look her phone, checking out her contacts on the messenger
Then, she suddenly ask me, "hey, whose picture you use here?"
I don't have a clue what she's talking about, then "oh,*realize what sehe meant, it's my photo, of course, who else?"

Mom: "...NO, i know my daughter's face, you're not like this photo!"

Me: "...Mom, c'mon.."

Mom: "Hey, is it your big sis?" *show her phone to my lil sis

Lil sis: "Yes mom, it's her."

Mom: "It doesn't look like her"

Me: "*totally speechless"

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mom...why you?

It's one of many "incidents" that makes me speechless, yeah, because of my mom and technology

Oh boy, i've got to get used to it for a long long time now ...

Eight Hundred Lies

I got really, really long holiday, it's almost 2 months, and within this holiday, i think so much of things

when i got bored, i listen to my ipod

suddenly, i feel like getting new songs for my ipod

so i surf the internet

i found myself watching some kind of music video

it's j-pop (japanese pop), which i never get interested in

i listen and watch the song named "Eight hundred",

as i watched, i repeatedly think about the lyrics, it's a nice lyrics

Everything i'm going to say is the truth

Sugar is salty, and salt is so sweet

Winter is a sweaty season,

and summer is a freezing one

Whales swim in the starry sky,

Diving through an eternal rainbow

I hate everything about you,

And I never want you to be with me

I'd forget you in a moment,

There's nothing memorable about you

The gods exist, and 6.5 billion dreams will come true

Someday strife will disappear, and everyone can smile eternally

And although i hate you, you're fine and still breathing..

Still breathing..

Everything i'm going to say is still the truth

There's no end to life,

And changing the past is trivial

I hate everything about you

Right down to your stomach growling

If you're not sleepy, you sleep again;

if you're weary, you wake up

The sun rises in the west,

and rabbits live on the moon

Happiness is ever endless, and everyone on earth is a good person

And although i hate you, I can meet you anytime i want..

anytime i want..

Everything i just said was an utter lie

So i want you to ignore it..

Please ignore it

The gods don't exist, nearly all dreams will crumble

Strife will go on and everyone sees the end coming

I love everything about you,

I wanted you to be with me forever

The vanishing you and me, the liar

Me, the liar

Everything i just said could be lies or the truth, i don't know

In this wonderful world of ours,

I want part of you to live on..

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I really liked the lyrics, though it's not a really happy song, it's sad. But it makes me think a lot about life and loving someone, like i have to tell the person how i really feel though i mostly denied it

I just don't want to be the girl on the song, who's regretting and repenting herself with lies

Furthermore, this song make me remember my older brother, who hasn't got a chance to live, if he live now, he could be 21 years old this year, and i never know him entire life

I suddenly miss him, wishing that he coud b with me today

This song help me through the pain or the stress i got, i thanked this song

watch this song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl_QbG5RTPg

lyrics copyright within the video