Friends

     I guess i'm lucky, to surrounded by friends. At first, i worry a lot because, i'm not so social person, i tend to like alone, feel peace. But i'm luck enough. At junior high, i couldn't say hi or introduce myself first, because i've know a little from them (not all i know from the same elementary). Lucky me, they are so nice to accept and get to know me.

     At senior high, i courage myself to speak first, lucky me, i've found many friends and closest friends, my besties. As i moved to the next grades, i knew many more people. I found social life is great this years.

     College, i get used to encourage myself to get to know first, but people in college is far more wide from senior high, there's many more differences, like culture, the way we talk and else. Difference are made to be faced, so i faced it, and lucky me again, i can adapt to it.

     Now, i remembered all the faces, all the names, all the personalities that have me to be his/her friends, i'm proud of them, happy to know they're my friends

Lucky to have you friends! :)

Mom and technology (Part 1)

One usual day, my mom and me, sitting on the car, waiting for my lil sis from her school
Get bored, i guess, my mom decide to look her phone, checking out her contacts on the messenger
Then, she suddenly ask me, "hey, whose picture you use here?"
I don't have a clue what she's talking about, then "oh,*realize what sehe meant, it's my photo, of course, who else?"

Mom: "...NO, i know my daughter's face, you're not like this photo!"

Me: "...Mom, c'mon.."

Mom: "Hey, is it your big sis?" *show her phone to my lil sis

Lil sis: "Yes mom, it's her."

Mom: "It doesn't look like her"

Me: "*totally speechless"

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mom...why you?

It's one of many "incidents" that makes me speechless, yeah, because of my mom and technology

Oh boy, i've got to get used to it for a long long time now ...

Eight Hundred Lies

I got really, really long holiday, it's almost 2 months, and within this holiday, i think so much of things

when i got bored, i listen to my ipod

suddenly, i feel like getting new songs for my ipod

so i surf the internet

i found myself watching some kind of music video

it's j-pop (japanese pop), which i never get interested in

i listen and watch the song named "Eight hundred",

as i watched, i repeatedly think about the lyrics, it's a nice lyrics

Everything i'm going to say is the truth

Sugar is salty, and salt is so sweet

Winter is a sweaty season,

and summer is a freezing one

Whales swim in the starry sky,

Diving through an eternal rainbow

I hate everything about you,

And I never want you to be with me

I'd forget you in a moment,

There's nothing memorable about you

The gods exist, and 6.5 billion dreams will come true

Someday strife will disappear, and everyone can smile eternally

And although i hate you, you're fine and still breathing..

Still breathing..

Everything i'm going to say is still the truth

There's no end to life,

And changing the past is trivial

I hate everything about you

Right down to your stomach growling

If you're not sleepy, you sleep again;

if you're weary, you wake up

The sun rises in the west,

and rabbits live on the moon

Happiness is ever endless, and everyone on earth is a good person

And although i hate you, I can meet you anytime i want..

anytime i want..

Everything i just said was an utter lie

So i want you to ignore it..

Please ignore it

The gods don't exist, nearly all dreams will crumble

Strife will go on and everyone sees the end coming

I love everything about you,

I wanted you to be with me forever

The vanishing you and me, the liar

Me, the liar

Everything i just said could be lies or the truth, i don't know

In this wonderful world of ours,

I want part of you to live on..

...

I really liked the lyrics, though it's not a really happy song, it's sad. But it makes me think a lot about life and loving someone, like i have to tell the person how i really feel though i mostly denied it

I just don't want to be the girl on the song, who's regretting and repenting herself with lies

Furthermore, this song make me remember my older brother, who hasn't got a chance to live, if he live now, he could be 21 years old this year, and i never know him entire life

I suddenly miss him, wishing that he coud b with me today

This song help me through the pain or the stress i got, i thanked this song

watch this song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl_QbG5RTPg

lyrics copyright within the video